The Backstage

I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!!!
I am so hooked. hahahaha.
WATCH ITTTTTT!!!!!
<3




cant wait for wild fridays... wonder what'll happen! hahaha

“You have a beautiful mouth,” I said. “I’d like to crawl in it and die.”
“I’m twenty-nine years old,” she said. “My mouth is full of dead boys.” She blew me a kiss. “Sometimes your mind gives me a feeling of great tiredness. Aren’t you exhausted?”....

"She poked at the remaining bubbles with her finger, popping them. I checked my watch. It was midnight on the nose and all that awaited me back at the p-ward was another morning and a long walk down a putty-colored corridor and, at the end of it, a paper cup full of pills. And in a month or a year the ballerina would touch a scar on her breast and tell a rather pointless story about a screenwriter she’d met in the psych ward. Waves of dirty water lapped against the sides of the tub, and her skin, moist and gleaming, was fragrant with wild yam and almond. Then everything went briefly quiet in one of those strange becalmed moments where it’s hard to believe you’re still in Manhattan."



m just asked me to read this. super awesome story. well written. im obsessed.

http://www.newyorker.com/archive/2003/12/08/031208fi_fiction?currentPage=1



happy tuesdays is <3
here's to the nights we felt alive.

i was browsing through my accounts today (procrastinating) and felt like posting after a loooooong hiatus from the lj world. hahahaha.

super random stuff...
good vibes all around.
UP LOVE BABY!
la belle vita

i cant wait for saturday... hahahah plugging!!!! GO TO MEZZE. ACHROMATIC print ad competition launch. wear white. look hot. and lets party! :D Support please? hahahahaha.

anyway, one last thing...
BITCHES AINT SHIT. you cant get away with that for long, biyatch. hahahaha.

i love the skanks. :D good vibes <3

Im now taking a break from this all-nighter I am pulling with Ge. We are both trying to finish this damn paper so that tomorrow during class, we will edit. And submit on wednesday. ONE more day, and we're free. I think I will echo Pisha's sentiment about it feeling like graduation. Now, just for the real thing to come. IV-1: WE MUST CELEBRATE ON FRIDAY! It is liberation! Freedom! And after this term... christmas!!!! :D

Random thing from my cousin Carms. (Why is it that all the Carms named people I know are so quirky?) This made me smile. I love him!
carms: wadap cousin!!!!!!
mishi: very very many stressful things
mishi: i have a very scary paper to do
carms: really???
carms: me...
carms: i HAVE NO SCHOOL tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
carms: woooooo
mishi: I HATE YOU!
carms: why?
carms: cuz im cute,good at basketball, and chicks dig me??
carms: i dont know why im gwapo..i think its a gift
mishi: yabang!
carms: huh?
carms: panu ako naging mayabang?
carms: its true naman eh!!
carms: hahaha
carms: joke lang
carms: anyway
carms: what time is your school tommorow?
mishi: 715
mishi: i aint sleepin
carms: wow naman
carms: you'l sleep nalang in school
carms: thats cool
carms: i did that na din eh
carms: my teacher got mad at me
carms: so i got busted
carms: anyway
carms: its cool naman
mishi: we're allowed to sleep in class
mishi: as long as we pass the tests
carms: if jules hears about this he's gonna be so happy!!
carms: wahahahaha
carms: sleeping is good
carms: i kinda feel sleepy na nga eh
carms: anyway
mishi: why will he be happy?
mishi: dude? WHY?
carms: byebye
carms: im sleepy
carms: bye
mishi: dude?????

THEN HE WENT OFFLINE!!!!! What the???? Strange starnge boy! :D:D:D And he's so late with the information. (Right I didn't tell him the recent stuff. Oh right! hahaha) That was so random!!!! I cant believe he still remembers the name. Usually he forgets their names and makes up really funky ones! hahaha. Strange. But i love him! Go carms! :D

Btw... Naive orleans is my new obsession. I just love the song! It's so fitting.

Remember, as we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will, you will have your heart broken, but you'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken, you'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did, you'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love... so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt before because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

This day was surprising. My introduction only had minimal corrections which was a relief and I must fix my bibliography so that I could have that approved too. This damned paper is such a nuisance! I swear we only have one subject now and it's English which makes all the teachers bitter. They ofcourse cant go against them so they keep piling on homework to make up for the fact that we never listen in their class. Argh. ONE MORE MONTH of this. Just one more month. 

THANK YOU to Ge, Mela, MAC, Bugs, Cathy, Isa, Mags for making my day! I love you guys! :D Ge: You're one funny bitch! Hahahaha. Mela: my Shakespeare buddy! I missed hanging out with you guys! 

Oh yeah, randomness... like three people asked me if it was true. Hahaha. And during physics lab cathy and mags kept looking at me or poking me coz of the unit of measure of work (J)! hahahahah.  



"Be still when you have nothing to say; when genuine passion moves you, say what you've got to say, and say it hot."
 --D. H. Lawrence

I finally got the elusive signature. MY OUTLINE WAS APPROVED!!!!!!! After spending every minute of my break time running back and forth to the grade school building and my classes, editing, I FINALLY HAVE IT. Who would've thought that a freakin outline was such a tiring thing to make. It's so tedious and down right draining.

RESEARCH PAPER IS STRESS CONCRETIZED. I thought I've undergone stress last year with prom planning but shit, this is hell. Im so sick of their faces. And i just wish that clar, ge, jess or pauline's assassination attempts push through because as much as i love my topic, I DREAD WRITING THIS PAPER. All week I've been in such a crappy mood. I come home dead tired and sleep so late to do ALL THE FUCKING WORK our school assigns us just coz we missed last week. It's not fair THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SCHEDULE PROPERLY. Argh.

It was such a relief to see that purple signature on the first page and to see no other marks. IT MADE MY WHOLE WEEK. That and i got two mistakes in physics when i've never listened to a single class she's had since last term. Actually all my grades are fine. I just have no idea what I got in Eco, which im sure i totally failed. Argh.  

Now i can enjoy HONG KONG and CHINA with Danica and her grents. 

Have a happy halloween everyone and enjoy your sem break. IV-1s trick or treating today was awesome. I LOVE OUR CLASS. That's what you get when you put sarah uy, isa, laurie, mac and bugs in the same class - ULTIMATE KAGAGUHAN. HAHAHAHA. No costume no candy! No CANDY, NO CANDY!!

Let's not let the research paper ruin it... Well that's the hope.

one thing...

I hate being back. 

No. More. 

Skip to grad. PLEASE. Must.get.OUT.of.HERE.

i realized two things about myself today... 
1. I am a W.A.S.P.!!!!!!!! New York here i come!! :D 
and 2. I really am Charlotte from sex and the city. Im a prude! HAHAHAHAHA. I have surpassed alex. damn.

Anyways, today is one of the best days of my life...
started out really crappy with the SATs but it ended really REALLY well. SHit... ISM was FREAKING COLD! I was shivering and i was actually flushed. My whole face was pink even AFTER we went outside the room. Rode with bechu to mcdo for a late lunch and skipped going to the north (YES!!!!!!!) coz we all felt drained from the test! I love that girl!!! She's so hilarious. Bonded with Laws, and Bech. Something i havent done in a long time. KATREN i missed you! hahahaha. On the way to makati.. had an interesting discovery about certain names. all im allowed to say is HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Went to gb to go shopping with danica and to meet up with carms... who brought reinforcements since me+danica+manymany stores of clothes+lots of time = crazy shopaholics gone wild! :D She brought a PSP, iPod, book, sketch pad and othe stuff. heeheehee. Met up with lex and found danica a bikini... WHICH SHE COULDNT AFFORD. hahahaha. (she's buying it next week). Had to leave early coz i had to do something with my rents... AND IM SO GLAD I WENT.

THE HIGHLIGHTS of my day...
RETAIL THERAPY!!!!! Shopping is manna from heaven. Its the best thing ever. Im so so so happy! HAHAHAHA. I also realized how WASPy ive become. While shopping with danica, i kept noticing the really cute flats. hahaha. I bought 2 flats, dressy shorts, a blazer, jeans and hair bands! THE HELL!?!?!?! weird... WASPy! :D:D:D and i didnt have to pay for it!! Woohoo
Then we went to alabang WHERE we stopped by the BMW place and my dad asked me if i WANTED ONE FOR GRAD! SHIT!! I was so shocked. HE WAS FREAKIN SERIOUS! A car! A CAR!!!!! AHHHHHHH. 


Anyone reading this... my retreat's on monday... PALANCA PLEASE. Hehehehehe. Its my last one! You'll totally make my day. 

damn notecards... 2 more to go!

carms, please pimp my LJ. its really sad... AND I LOVE YOUR PIMPED UP iPOD! It's HAWT! hahahahaha.

1. ECO TEST SUCKED ASS. I couldnt find my calculator so i had to do all the solutions manually. Thank god i finished on time. BUT I TOTALLY wasted 10 minutes on computations. I hate decimals. Argh.

2. SATS ARE TOMORROW and I STILL CANT FIND MY CALCULATOR. THANK YOU BOBBIE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU, for lending me an extra one. YOU ROCK MY WORLD! :D

3. GOT CAUGHT IN A LIE BY THE RENTS.

4. MUST CARE(.org) TOM.

5. MY MOM is part of the family council activities. IM NOT EVEN active in school. WEIRD.

6. I am now breathing, sleeping, drinking, eating, dreaming Shakespeare. Damn, research paper.

7. MATH was easy.. thank god. hahahahaha. I love those charts! Once you memorize them, you're set. Woohoo. Gotta get high this term! No slacking off.

RANDOM QUOTES FROM THE DAY:

Me and Danica talking about someone (I betcha know who this is, alex)
(Danica said a really bitchy comment and started grinning evilly)
Me: WHAT has happened to you?!? You're such a bitch!
Danica: I KNOW! (Starts cackling)
Me: I think all my bitchiness went to you! And alex's goodness went to me! I cant even bring myself to really be pissed at her.
Danica: Yup!
Me: And i was the bigger bitch. SHIT.
Danica: I KNOW! (Evil smile) What happened?
Me: I dunno. Taming of the shrew?


one really weird debate... motion: global economic institutions should come under UN control and thereby reduce U.S. influence over them
Regina: Oh! OH! Let me go back to a rebuttal! She said something about the US providing bigger markets that will help third world countries through globalization and i say to that... SUPER SHAME!!! That. is. just. wrong!
Bikai: Point please. Let me help you, please.
Regina: NO! Sit down.
(She continues to object and finally gives up)
(after four minutes... about 10 seconds before the last minute of the speech wherein points wont be taken anymore)
R: your point...
B: NOW, you get my point?!?!?! (States appalled)
R: Yes.
B: Fine. (stands up) I'll say my point. (BANG. signifying that no points are allowed anymnore) Wh-
Leigh: SIT DOWN.
B: But-(crosses arms and pouts petulantly) DAMMIT.

i loooooooooved today's debate. it was bashing US policies. heeheehee. at least our side was. :D and we got to badger steffi! HA! Take that bitch! the sophomores are hilarious debaters. hahahaha. I still remember the sex debate. Shit, the points! HAHAHAHAHA. It made up for that crappy eco test.

must study now. must ace the math part. ahhhh.

Random stuff from the past five days:

INCIDENTS with Bugs
Monday
(Me, Alex and Danica were eating lunch and talking. Danica is telling us something about *bog shocker here* NIKE)
Alex: Why dont you tell him to wear black ones so you'll get horny?
(Bugs is passing by and stops in front of us with a weirded out look.)
Bugs: Whaaaat are yoouuuu talking about?
Everyone in chorus: NOTHING (Laughs)
Bugs: THAT.WAS.SO.RANDOM! (Walks away with a weirded out look)

Yesterday
(Me, Alex, Sab and Danica are all quiet and solemn looking)
(Bugs passes by and stops infront of us with a concerned look)
Bugs: What happened to you guys? Yesterday you were so happy talking about panties. SMILE guys!
(We all just stare at her blankly and process what she says, then all laugh)
(She walkes away)
Me: SHE THOUGHT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT PANTIES!!!
(We all just laugh)

Today
(Me, Danica and Alex are talking)
(Bugs goes in front of us with a curious look)
Bugs: You're not talking about panties today?
Me: No were not.
Bugs: Awww. (Walks away)
(we look at each other and start laughing)

Friday: SLUMBER PARTY (Ew how sleepover club-ish) with alex and danica!
danica is fascinated by soccer!!!! hahahaha. and her luagh is the most annoying thing in the world. Someone is in (ahem). KILIG!!!! :D Carms abuses alex and danica abuses carms! Woohoo! DANICA ABUSES EVERYONE. Poor nike! For someone so small she's so ahhhh! Anyways, ALEX AND I STOOD UP TO HER. She wanted us to change clothes but we told her no! HAHAHAHAHA!

Saturday:
Debate. Woke up early... FOR FUCKING NOTHING. I really hate the debate society here. ITS SO FREAKIN DISORGANIZED. They postponed it twice. AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, the BITCH steffi didnt even have the courtesy to inform me or danica. SO WE WENT TO CSA at 9 o clock in the fucking morning!!! Argh. Thank god she screamed at her... coz i was dead inside again (I really couldnt bring myself to be pissed even though i was) and SHE CRIED to LEIGH! WOOHOO!!! Sobbed! Alright! AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE... REPORT CARD DAY!!!!!!! EW. really low grades. blegh. 84 in pinoy! AHHHH!!!! Oh well, i failed one of her tests anyways. hahahaha.

Sunday:
La salle test... I HATE SCIENCE. it is evil.

Triumvirate causing a stir in the Coordinators' Room!
I love ms. maudie's very impassioned speech! Hahahaha.
Ms. Maudie: I dont care if they think that their class is the most important class. I think mine is the most important one! If they expect you to leave class early to get to their class on time, then they should grant me the same courtesy. I know that my subject may not be as interesting (It's religion) but it is more important... IN THE LONG RUN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I find that so hilarious. COZ WHO REALLY LISTENS IN CLE CLASS?!?!?!?!

Btw... KISSY IS 20. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIYATCH! You're ancient. LOVE YA!!!!

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too --> Whoever wants to do it
Optional Add-in: post the best lines from the song, and comment on whether or not it's apt.

 

How are you feeling today?
Cycle Me Through - Skypark
"fool, i play the fool"... hahahaha... appropriate

How do your friends see you?
Julian - Waking Ashland
"why are you running, always running?"... uhm..

Will you get married?
99 Red Balloons - Goldfinger
...i dont know... hahaha

What is your best friend's theme song?
How to be Dead - Snow Patrol
"please take it easy" hahahaha

What is the story of your life?
Smile in my Heart - Rockapella
"no more dark days only summer fun"... hmmmm...

What was high school like?
Another Night Alone - SR-71
"There is a secret place
You'll find a bloodstained fence
It's there the future speaks"... AC FOR SURE

How can you get ahead in life>?
Its Over Now - Neve
"Dropping out and fading but i keep on wanting more"

What is the best thing about your friends?
Im Real - Starting Line
"coz im real, and i cant go on without you" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

What is today going to be like?
Follow Through - Gavin Degraw
"Aw, this is the start of something, dont you agree, i havent felt like this before"...hmmm... wonder who?

What is in store for this weekend?
GOne - Urbandub
"Where do we go from here? The suspense is a thrill."...iiiiiiinteresting

What song describes you?
The Damage In Your Heart - Weezer
"Let it go
the damage in your heart"

To describe your grandparents?
Being Your Walls - Armor for Sleep
"dreams were the days you lived"

How is your life going?
Eye - Smashing Pumpkins
"Is it any wonder i can't sleep?
All i have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder i found peace, through you?"

What song will they play at your funeral?
Im No Angel - Dido
"I know im not perfect but i can smile"

How does the world see you?
You're All I Have - Snow Patrol
"I have no fear coz you are all that i have" awwwwwwwww

Will you have a happy life?
Aint Cha - Clipse
Uhhh... hip hop...

What do your friends really think of you?
The slide Song - Afghan Whigs
"Baby, baby dont make me worry about you, you look so sad" hahahahah... awww

Do people secretly lust after you?
When i goosestep - the Shins
"You got the girly draw now flaunt it,
And keep them all checking their watches
When you're out tonight"

How can I make myself happy?
Boston - Augustana
"I think I'll go to Boston. I think i'll start a new life"... hmm. premonition.. is it BU here i come? :D

What should you do with your life?
Halo - Oliander
ummm how negative

Will you ever have children?
Snowbirds and Townies - Further Seems Forever
"fountains and florescent lights
the season has come
the snowbirds are crowding the nights." ummmmmmmm.. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN???

I bought my FIRST hiphop album today! Woohoo. Im expanding my horizons. STEP UP SOUNDTRACK IS HOT. I will plug it.. BUY IT. Hahahaha. This is the first hiphop album i actually paid for and didnt rip from anyone. Heeheehee. I feel like dancing. hahaha. 

Bonding with danica and alex during Music class. It was hilarious. That woman is a psychopath. She's so scary. To quote Marga, "Im afraid she might suddenly kill us all and start laughing and singing." That song was played on repeat for 45 minutes straight. AHHH. I refuse to think of it. I think i blocked out the tune. Thank god.

Last day of SLA and field trip. Back to stressful homework filled afternoons. CANT WAIT FOR RETREAT. Five free days.

My weekend is scheduled to be very brain draining. Debate from 8-5 (saturday).  DLSU entrance exam 2-6 (sunday). No more braincells by monday. Hahahaha. Plus i have to read four shakespeare plays from now to monday and a ream thick pile of research material by tuesday. ARGH. 

Dont dwell. Happy day. Oh and im riding with joey to school tom!!!! I love that boy!!! JOEY!!!!! Ahh. KKK rocks this year. hahahahaha.

A CONVO THAT JUST MADE ME LAUGH LIKE HELL: (first thing my cousin, carmine said to me)
carms: is that your friend?
carms: is she pretty?
carms: she looks hot
mishi: yes
carms: how old is she??
mishi: 17
mishi: thats danica
carms: does she have a boyfriend?
mishi: yes
carms: danm
carms: damn
carms: im too late
mishi: and too young
carms: i know
carms:its just 3 yrs anyways!!!!!!
carms: shes 17 im 14 shes hot im gwapo
carms: we loook perfect
(he asks to see a pic... i show him a group pic)
carms: damn it..im out their league...(angry smiley)

HAHAHAHAHAHA. I love carms! He's the most gago person i know. Shit. I cant wait to go to hongkong with him and kissy. It'd be like old times when we all used to live together. AHHH.
For you... Get well soon.

WHAT A CRAPPY DAY!!!!! IT WAS A LOOOOOOOOOONG, and DEPRESSING DAY. Boredom galore.

What a LAME ASS, sad excuse for a fucking FIELD TRIP. Manila Times was like entering a third world country after a world war. It was unsanitary, and unsightly. A BIG PILE OF MESS. It didnt help that none of the speakers WERE ENTERTAINING. WHY do the HATE our class? 

ONLY bright side are the teachers. THEY WERE GAGO. Sir jeff and his budding career in  ABS-CBN. hahaha. That gay guy rocks! Maam Maudie, and her wise ass cracks.

oh and danica and i say the International headquarters for the KNIGHTS OF RIZAL. It was right beside manila times. FUNKY!!!

And now i have to answer that booklet for this stupid field trip. argh. 


I wanna just pass out and sleep til march. NO MORE. TOO MANY THINGS HAPPENING. Research paper. Talumpati. Eco Project. Webbing Activity Projects. US College apps. La Salle Entrance Test. SAT. SAT II (World FREAKING HISTORY, Math, Literature). Unit Tests. Classes. Finals. Report Card Day. 

I want that click remote and fast forward to march. PLEASE.

HARLEM WAS HOTT!!!!! Everyone looked gorgeous. hahaha. Wish id had more fun with everyone and socialized. hahaha. GREAT JOB GIA and everyone involved. (since danica complained about the pic, i must change it... the things i do for my bestfriend. hay. if you tell me to change it again...i will kill you na!


advice from kissy


meet my official godson!!!! He is the hottest boy ever! PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU FIND HIM HOT!!!!!!!! THE YOUNGER GENERATION IS JUST GETTING TOO HOT.


there's always a silver lining.. i wish i couldve enjoyed it more.

ACET IS DONE. The pressure still remains. dear old dad wants me to get in. Still hoping id change my mind about it. three words... NOT GONNA HAPPEN! hahaha.

SAT 1 and 2 AND DLSU ENTRANCE EXAM TO GO!!!!!

So after the acet, had dinner with kaiser and danica at jack's loft. VERY INTERESTING NIGHT. i spent it wanting to party! hahaha. danica just wanted to look hot. kaiser wanted to dance and get drunk. hahaha. I wanted to do all three! whatever... stupid party music. hahaha.

I WAS PARENTLESS THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. BEST FEELING EVER.

afterwards, crashed at kissy where all the cousins were. We were 8 in one room. sleeping weirdly coz it was a room full of mattresses and everyone just crashed. Kwentuhan with kits and LA, hahaha... I LOVE YOU BITCHES!!!! and they got me really interested in this computer game, DINER DASH. Its kissy's life!!! LOSER! hahaha. I missed the BF people. Carms had a new bit about Rapha... it was hilarious. hahaha. 

Sunday, we had lunch at my uncle's and EVERYONE was there. All the cousins and stuff. Ate Myra is so lucky. (I saw the ring... holy shit!! i cant wait for her wedding, can you kits?) She's the funniest bride, she's so not excited to plan for it and she CRINGES when we say the word husband and kids! I LOVE IT!!! Me and LA could RELATE! hahahaha. Then all the oldies started to get REALLY CANDID and EXTRA SHARE-Y about very private matters. Kissy, LA, and i realized we never really wanna introduce anyone to the family. ITS ONE BIG CIRCUS. AND THE RING MASTER IS TITA VICKY. I really dont know how kissy could bring her boyfriend to our family functions. Its scary. Im kinda scared to bring danica... but i want her to be an HONORARY COUSIN like isa marfori.hahaha shit. im babbling. anyways, I MET MY GODSON!!!!! HE IS THE CUTEST IRISH BABY!!!! I actually cooed!!! awwwww... he doesnt cry and he laughs whenever we mention his name. CUTIE!!!! Id post a pic but i dont know how to in lj. hahaha. 

after, the lunch (which lasted til four) the cousins (me, carms, kissy, la, manolo) went to watch scoop (girls with kissys boyfriend... hahaha) and monster house (the boys). SCOOP SUCKS!!!! hahaha. 

anyways, that was my weekend. Today was a really crappy day. Stupid english incedent. STUPID KNOW IT ALL SUCK UP BITCHES. Sometimes i really hate how unreasonable the triumvirate can be. 

those that made my day... danica: her brain is so melted by (ahem) its hilarious, missy: I LOVE HER. NAKAKASABAW. BUGS!!!!! the bestest person ever. carms: funny bitch. and BOY MEETS WORLD cast: that show will always be dear to me (ew... how oldie). 

I am now bored and talking to sam.. hahahaha. i miss that guy! hahaha. WE ARE BOTH BORED. Save us from the boredom. And we both sleep late. HAY.

its the day before our last day of exams! FINALLY! WOOHOO!!! I guess the perk of being a senior is the fact that we only have three days for tests rather than four. DOWNSIDE IS, WE HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON A SATURDAY. :(  Argh. So tomorrow, it is English and Math. Pretty deadly combo considering our english teachers are part of the very scary triumvirate and well math is always scary. hahahaha. Its four. i was supposed to take a nap (catch up on sleep, whatever) but i had a good wake up call. hahahahah. Anyways, basically in the past 48 hours ive prolly only had 10 hours of sleep. yup, my sleeping pattern always gets fucked up every exam week. hahahaha. 

so danica and i are gonna hang out after school tomorrow. hehehehe. i am chaperoning. which couple... i dunno. hahahaha kidding. 

man i cant believe ONE WHOLE TERM HAS PASSED. Can you guys imagine, in less than six months... WE WILL GRADUATE!!!!! YIPEE!!! out of the hell hole we call ac into college. i cant wait. hahaha. This first term felt like eternity but now that its the end, it doesnt feel that bad. hahaha. right. 

memories from first term...

ms. modie (how DO YOU SPELL HER NAME???) "No one sleep in class today, we are gonna talk about sex?"

Me: lifts head from table after being asleep for most of the period. listens to discussions. turns to danica who just also woke up... at the same time: "WHAT AOUT HERMAPHRODITES?!?!?!?!"

Ge: I love talking about myself and only Jelly listens to me. I think Im like Narcissus. hahaha. (I love ya biyatch)

Ge: SIR JEFF, i know the answer! Im not stupid! 

Ms. Guevarra: A baseball hit by a bat
Ai: oh! poor bat!
class: BASEBALL BAT

SIR JEFF dancing in class

bechu: i dont like english
mrs. eala: why not
bechu: id rather study and learn things on my own
mrs. eala: i dont know whether to move on or to continue processing this... im quite alarmed

ms. esquivel: sino ang nakaliban ngayon? (looks at board and sees wilson, deleon and garcia) mukhang may kakausapin ako bukas ha. 
someone in class: they prolly had a gimik! 

mac and bugs moments!!!!
the percussion team for pinoy with the funky movement at the end

bechu moments!!
bechu: guys im gonna fail math!!! (everyone is quiet) [looks up from desk] where's everyone??? (out of nine seats she was the only one in the middle sitting inher seat

sir alan: what are you touching?!?!?!?! (we removes hands from...)

danica walks into the circle and unzips her jacket and sticks her chest out. we all laugh
sir alan: girls, just accept that some are more well-endowed than others


there are more moments but i cant remember anymore... hahahaha. i love IV-1. hahahaha. WE ARE THE SUPERHEROES!!!!

THE UPCAT IS TOMORROW. I feel unprepared. I've been hearing mixed reviews about it and im scared shitless. I feel like i didnt study enough (which i really think i didnt) and I feel so worried about it. I know everyone's been telling me to relax and i do but its always there at the back of my mind. God, those reviewers make me feel really stupid coz half the time im just cluelessly reading about shit IVE NEVER EVEN HEARD OF.

CAn anyone tell me about RADIANS???? HEllo! What the hell is calculus doing in our reviewer??? i had to refer to two different math books to understand how to get it.

MATH IS GONNA KILL ME. ARGH! 

Thank god i relaxed yesterday and slept. I had the most relaxing and entertaining lunch with nikki and danica, which was a good relief from everything. I LOVE THOSE BITCHES!

Shit, i have to get back to studying. 

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO's TAKING IT TOM! 

Here's to hoping WE KILL IT! :D

THAT KLEPTO BITCH ransacked sections one and two and i am a victim. I wanna kick that person's (no wait someone that heartless isnt human) ass. 

IM GONNA GET GROUNDED! Fuck, i have to tell the rents. THEY ARE GONNA KILL ME!

AAAAAAAAAAAND UPCAT is four days away. ARGH. I dont even know why i care so much, i dont even wanna go there. Stupid pressure. I HAVE TO GET IN. blegh.

So the stress management was USELESS. I felt so fucking stressed after. i did NOT see the point of that.

I got a notcie of failure for pinoy! what a laugh trip. hahahaha. Thats the first time its happened. hahaha. another thing i will get grounded for.

AND I THOUGHT AUGUST WAS GONNA BE MY MONTH. Turns out i was wrong. kahaifweioafksefndshfisdfjasfjka.